I am intrigued by automatic writing. Some say it’s your own subconscious speaking, and others say it’s spirit coming through. I turn on the gentle sound of the ocean from the live beach cam, settle in, close my eyes, and let my fingers touch type. Here’s what comes up:
My eyes are closed and I lay in wait for automatic writing. I breathe. Listen to the ocean. And you come to me. Hi (you say my name). I believe in belief. I’m sorry I kept the secret dark side closed and away. (The grandfather clock chimes). I love how you say hello at the sound. They say… (you trail off) They say what? Okay. begin again. Hi. I am the one who went to the other side. A quantum exploration of epic proportions, beyond all space and time and imagination. I am him. Who is all of you. One in the one. You’d never expect me to speak this way but I am a bit different from whence I parted. I still feel obligated, through contract of love, to nurture and support you as best as I can, but this you must now also do on your own. There is no algorithm, just divine guidance. There is no accidental discovery. Just a nudge. Imagine you are on an inner tube, sliding down the lazy river, others are too, a little faster at times and slower at others, and just wanting to reach the end will not get you there faster. No. It’s a slow ride. For some, even slower. For me, I got off it. But I am also the water, and the inner tubes, and the trees, and everything in existence. All at once. And it takes some energy to maintain this separateness too. But I am here with you. For you. BECAUSE OF YOU. THROUGH YOU. I THINK I MIGHT LIKE THIS AUTOMATIC WRITING. PERHAPS NEXT TIME I’LL COME IN WITH MORE TO SAY. BUT FOR NOW, I CAN TELL YOU THIS… THERE IS NO TIME. THERE IS NO SPACE. ALL THERE IS IS NOW, MANY NOWS, SIMUTANEOUS NOWS, AND SO MANY POSSIBILITIES. DO NOT FROWN OR GIVE UP SO EASILY. THE BEST IS YET TO COME. I AM WITH YOU. EACH TIME YOU SWIM. EACH TIME YOU MAKE A MEAL. EVERY TIME YOU WAKE AT NIGHT AND PET THE CAT. I AM WITH YOU. I AM THE BED, AND THE SHEETS, THE CARPET, AND THE DRAPES. ALL IS ONE AND ONE ARE ALL. I LOVE YOU. WE LOVE YOU. LOVE IS ALL THERE IS. THE DISTILLATE. THE ELIXER OF LIFE EXPERIENCE. Don’t be so afraid. You stand strong in your own power. The obstacles are yours– to remove.