Tomorrow will mark one year since you died. Still under debate is what you are now, but I know it’s not nothing. February 16th is when I will light your yahrzeit candle. I try to create calm environments to raise my vibration, feel safe, and connect with spirit. For the most part it works. I feel like you want to speak through me right now, so let’s give it a try, some automatic writing…
(This is not you. It’s my sister’s late ex-husband asking to talk to her…)
This is _______. Give me ________. Tell my brother to leave things alone and let it be. It’s not worth it. If he doesn’t stop, someone else will die.
(All stop)
(Now it’s you addressing me…)
_________, my love, I am sorry that I left you. I set things up as best as I could and you seem to be doing fine. Comfortable, learning things, not working too hard, and managing your stress. Work on the sirens they still bother you. Maybe someone’s been hurt.
I’ve been with you this entire time. Our daughters graduation. I was there. Guiding her to college. There too. With them both on the road, yes. Our girls will do fine. They still need you and I’m glad that you are here, getting by, being stable for them. So what do you think, write a book? Yes. What should we discuss?
Construction. It’s necessary. Man expands and contracts. Follow the money. The politicians. The leaders. The industrial complex. The machine. Tick. Tick. Tok. Control the masses. Enrich the few.
Yes, love more. Hug more. Connect more. Support more. Compassionate more. Liberal more. Conservative values only seek to control that which doesn’t come willingly. It cannot last as enslavement. Soon Christianity will slough off their misguided ones and return to peace and love and acceptance. There will be a life changing event in 2023 that you should probably not think too much about. It could be in the spring; I don’t know, but enjoy yourself now. Be a leader of love and light and all will be coming. All will be known one day. There is no time. There is only continuum.
– Your voice in my head
Sirens & ambulances are cutting through our call. I’m starting to worry there’s been a major accident nearby. It’s the fourth round of sirens I’ve heard. There have been more accidents and injuries nearby these days. Our town is getting bigger.
As I reflect on our automatic writing, I think… how interesting that someone I didn’t expect spoke to me first to press forward a message. Secondly, I am concerned that your “life changing” event could be the apocalypse. I hope not. I’m giving positive mindset a chance.
Last night, I stumbled across a podcast, “Engaging The Quantum Field & The Higher Self” – Tamara Dorris. The topic was quantum energy and manifestation. I listened to the entire hour with interest. It was only last year that I successfully learned the exercises in “Where Did You Go“. I connected with you, our dog, and other loved ones. Objects I observed in meditation manifested soon after in real life for proof. I could always find the door(way to quantum), which ushered me inside out, into the night stars and beyond to connect with you. I am going to try it again tonight in meditation class.