We’re edging up on the 2-year mark since you left this plane. I’ve come into a temporary equilibrium, but I think it’s a calm mind. It’s helpful. I still feel you near me, and have fun communicating with you through meditation and the oracle.
Within the last month, I started listening to a variety of audio books, all self-help type, to accelerate my understanding of finances, and underscore the importance of Mindset. I’m in the midst of work, and my stomach is growling. I think it’s good, as I sit here in our office, near the sunny window, that I am doing what excites me, so much that I am not spending a lot of time on food. I still have to let our bird out for fresh air and sunshine, so I would just like to tune into you for a moment. I’m taking some centering breaths and connecting with you for input.
I love you. I am here with you, for you, despite you, and inside of you. Our communication is immediate and direct. You ask for my help and I provide. I am not your servant, however, and expect you to complete the next leg of the journey on your own. So far, it seems like you’re doing a fine job and nothing has crumbled or caved in yet. Resisting gravity. Defying gravity. I am the Haku River, the spirit within and around. What do you ask of me this afternoon? To nudge you along? I am only here to hear your true desire. The true desire, not concepts of what might be nice. The books you’re reading are no accident. The videos are no mistake. Your higher self moves in the direction, I push things closer to you, for understanding. Have fun with it. Enjoy the learning. Relax into it. Plant flowers and see what grows. I love you. Always. In the now, not just now, but a million nows. It’s okay to seek companionship. I understand there’s no body for me to share, so what else are you supposed to do? Live your life, under the umbrella of your friends and family. Let stresses roll off your back, down your shoulders, and into the ocean. Just let that shit go.
I’m surrounding you in a hug of love.
Yours in eternity, by your side, then as your guide.
Your voice inside my head