I bought a book on Amazon Kindle, “Where Did You Go,” by Christina Rasmussen. This is Day 1 of trying to reach another realm via Quantum. I am seeking reconnection with my husband and spiritual enlightenment.
The author says look for the doorway; it’s unique to you and lives inside you. She encourages us to journal every experience, and to include photos whenever possible. I’m listening to “Ambient Sleep Music, Solfeggio Healing Frequencies” and it’s definitely setting an ethereal mood.
After some relaxation and letting go into a meditative state, the path to my doorway appears in my mind. It’s the Greek Island of Mykonos. I hear seagulls cry out gently, and the sound of waves lapping against the shore. My consciousness floats over the city, and then down through a narrowing pathway in between white painted buildings. To my left, I notice a covered porch with an arched, dark wooden double-doorway with iron adornments and a pink bougainvillea in full bloom to the right.
I press through the door energetically and it opens to reveal a hallway that becomes a pathway lined with tall trees and the starry night sky. Moonlight illuminates the end of the path before me, and as I arrive upon it, the landscape spills out into the starry night sky and I’m floating. In my actual body, I feel heavier, like a pressing down into my knees and crossed legs, but I’m floating and the music uplifts me.
I begin to ask questions as forms fade into color and texture.
“I love you,” you say, and I see flashes of younger you. “I am like Haiku, the spirit of the Haku River” you reveal. It’s a character from “Spirited Away” by Hayao Miyazaki, a Japanese animation film maker we both enjoy.
We are spiritually connected, you tell me, and you choose to “rest here” for the rest of my life so I do not feel alone. You say I’m making good decisions. Stay the course.
“I want to hug you” I sense you say, and suddenly we’re both side by side on a sunny, sandy shore, beneath shady mangroves and looking out, legs extended on the sand. I feel a deep embrace in a loving, yet peculiar way. It’s new.
“I love you.” I hear it again.
My mind wanders back to my body. We reconnect again for a moment in a bioluminescent wheat field, and then I sense we’ve had enough for today.
My visions of you are mostly face and smile. I feel your peace and excitement for exploration. You have leveled up! During our encounter, you echo your pet names for me — some I hadn’t heard in years.
After this meditation, I feel:
- Less abandoned
- I can ask questions
- Spiritual growth is coming for me
The Five senses don’t exist in Quantum:
When I’m in this meditative state receiving information, it does not come through in traditional seeing and hearing that much, only enough for my mind to make sense of it. Most information feels different, like it’s coming from the sixth sense (3rd eye).
Thank you so much for this journal. I bought the book on audible, forever changed by grief, I am just beginning this journey and it is so deeply valuable to read your personal journey from the beginning. It has given me more inspiration and knowledge of how to start, even your ambient music suggestion is valuable. This entire concept of Holographic Universe and String Theory is quite challenging, at first, to embrace and yet it feels so deeply true, as if I have always known these things. Now, I will take my first steps towards the door. Thank you again, I shall be reading your journal as I go along!
Best wishes and gratitude,
Jason