I repair and reactivate my Mind Activator today — grateful that it still works. I try a 15-minute program for healing and clarity. I patch through an MP3 of shamanic drumming by headphones, which are also playing a binaural beat. Once I adjust the illumination and sound levels, I settle into mediation. Using the Mind Activator, the backs of my eyelids are bright, creating a kaleidoscope of colors and vibrations. I see static and brightly colored microplastics. I can’t materialize a door, super watcher, portal, temple, or mirror. So I just sit back and enjoy the show. Until…
… the colors clear and a familiar landscape comes into view. I am standing at the end of our driveway looking towards our house. A figure emerges from our front doorway and glides towards me. I couldn’t make it out at first, but then it is clearly Arrow, near me, smiling at me. I feel calm and peaceful with her. I don’t recall reaching towards her. The moment is brief. The program ends, the lights stop flashing and the music stops.